由于考试的原因，好久没有上过博客了。今天考完了四级，心情很低落，因此还是上来发泄了一下。

不可否认，这个学期对于英语我是花了不少时间，甚至我还放下了学习JAVA的时间来花在英语上，抱着满心的希望进入了考场，做完第一卷而感觉还是不错的，可是第二卷的时候就惨了，听力也不知道什么回事，平时听真题感觉还是不错的，大部分都能听懂。可是为什么到考场却像鸭听雷一样呢？听完后自己还不知道是怎么回事，只有带了满心的疑惑去猜答案。这次的听力时间将近45分钟，我晕。。。规定只能35分钟的听力却用了45分钟，本来后面的题目就不够时间做的了，这样一样花在后面的时间就更少了。满心希望的进入考场，然后再满脸失望的走出考场。

今天的太阳很刺眼，抬头只能看到刺眼的光线，让你睁不开眼睛。而自己也越来越迷茫，为什么花了那么多时间下去却不能得到应有的回报呢？我的要求也并不高啊，只想过了四级先，让自己能够更多的时间去学习其他知识。虽然成绩还不知道，但是考后对自己都没什么信心了。希望能够运气好点，pass the cet4。^_^

Have not been published on the blog for a long time because of the reason of the examination. Having finished taking an exam of moderate breeze today, the mood is very low, so come up and give vent to.

Undeniable, I spent much time to English this term, even I also put down the time to study JAVA to spend in English, hold the hope had one's heart filled with and enter the examination hall, finish volume one and feel it is still good, but Vol. two getting miserable, hearing what matter does it know either, listen to the real question at ordinary times and feel it is still good, the majority can be understood. But why reach examination hall listen to the thunder like duck? Do not know what it is about, has only taken doubt had one's heart filled with to guess the answer oneself after finishing listening to. The hearing time this time is nearly 45 minutes, I faint. . . Stipulate can only but hearing for 35 minute spend 45 minute, following topic enough time make originally, time to so take behind equally is less. The entry examination hall that hopes with joy, then the whole face is disappointed goes out of the examination hall.

The sun of today is very dazzling, looking up can only see dazzling light, let you open and does not hold eyes. And oneself more and more vast and hazy, why spend so much time going down, receiving due repaymenting? To expect either much I, think moderate breeze first let oneself can more time study other knowledge only. Though the achievement does not know, have no confidence to oneself after examination. It be able to be a bit luckier to hope, pass the cet4. ^ _ ^